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NERVES
Balle walked up to me at an airport in early 1990. She was wearing a burgundy mid-length leather coat, a black turtleneck, and black wide-legged slacks. She was striking to look at, but what impressed me was her scent; she wore Chanelle, and I recognized the flowery notes immediately. I was at the end of a long flight with changes and delays and tired of the stale air.
She asked me if I had change for a hundred-dollar bill; she wanted to buy a coffee, and the vendor wouldn't take the large bill. She put the hundred on the table, pushed it towards me, and stood waiting for my answer. I told her all I had was a few twenties; I used my credit card when I traveled. Looking through my bag, I found a stray five-dollar bill and offered it to her. I was too tired to care if she was scamming me, and by the looks of her, she didn't need to scam anyone out of anything.
She thanked me with a smile, slid the bills off the table, and walked over to the food vendor. I thought nothing more of it until my next layover. When I got off my plane, there she was again. The pleasant smile on her face was adorned with a shade of lipstick that matched her leather jacket perfectly. She walked up to me and handed me a five-dollar bill.
"Thanks for the loan; I was able to get some change. Hey, I notice you can see me. Most can't. Would you have a moment to talk?"
It was quiet in the terminal; my flight had been delayed and rerouted. I was fortunate to be moving in the right direction and too exhausted from a long cross-continental flight to be certain of anything. But I woke right up and took a good look at the woman. "I'm sorry, what did you say?"
She explained that she knew what I was and wanted to talk so she could keep traveling — on.
"Oh, of course," I said. Quite sure now that the stylish-looking woman was insane and possibly stalking me.
We sat at a small table in an almost empty bar, and she ordered me a drink. Balle told me all about her life, her man, her body count, her death, and everything she regretted doing and not doing.
It felt like we talked for hours, but in reality it was no more than thirty minutes.
This is her story. If ever a story needed a warning, it is this one. It's not for the faint of heart.